To my surprise, I found myself crying as well, and we clung together as two lonely survivors seeking shelter from a storm.Finally, he sniffed and pu...lled away. "I think I need some more tape. I feel so much better after a session" he said. "Somehow I feel that it's the only way to make sense of this, to give me my sense of who I am"Our gazes met. "I think you were right the other night when you said that the tapes are being used to condition us" I said. "Of course I was" he replied.. A Marine is preferable.’ She rambled incoherently. He shook his head that was covered in a dusty black knit cap so that she could not tell the color of his hair, ‘What’s his name?’ he mumbled as he took a step backwards as if to turn and run if she did not give the right answer. She shook her head and giggled nervously, ‘No, you misunderstood.’ Keisha tried to organize her thoughts, but realized how completely insane this must sound to him, ‘The one thing my daughter wants for Christmas this. I had never done anything sexualwith another man, but I had entertained the thoughtand I sure as hell had been pretty horny the entireday.I tried to hide my embarrassment and humiliation as Inodded and whispered an “okay.”“Let’s go inside. Get some privacy.” He motioned,opening the door to his home.“I’ll just blow you, okay?” I said, trying to retainsome control of the situation.“Suites me.,” he agreed as we stepped inside, myheart. She had been the first person to turn me on to pot. She also had a boy friend who was away at college. Her mother knew nothing about how wild she was, and was kind of strict but not to smart if you know what I mean. So the first afternoon that I gave her a ride home after school, she asked if we could wait until the bus was due home before I dropped her off. I was fine with that so we went to a pak on the town squre to wait the 25 minutes or so until the bus was due. We sat and listened to.