I can’t tell you where we’re going, because there’s no place ... You’re going to have to just leave us somewhere and we’ll have to work on i...t. It’s not safe for you to be with us, or help us. It might never be safe again...” She started to cry and the two girls held on to her for support.That was the one thing that wasn’t going to happen. “Don’t even think about me leaving you in danger,” I said. “We can think about all the possible ways to approach this and pick one that doesn’t expose you and. I call salesman:- excuse me, but do you have these jeans in bigger size ?- I will check and take jeans from meAfter 2-3 minutes he gets back new pair of jeans and said:- I found only these, but if you want we can order bigger for you but put on it and I will be back for a minute.When I check the size, its was the same jeans which I gave him back, but I put on me one more time.As he said he get back to me with notepad and starts looking on me.- For me it fit perfectly on you - said salesman-. I just smiled and winked at him.I drank my coffee and just had time to grab another pretzel when the hostess came back to collect me for my ride to the plane. We exited the terminal through the private gate and I got into the back seat of a Mercedes, with the hostess.“Is this your first time flying with Lufthansa?” she asked.“No I flew back from LA with you last year,” I replied.“You were on holiday?”“No, I’d been there making a film,” I said.“Oh, you are an actor?” she asked, “what were you. I was so afraid of making some clumsy move that would end our friendship for good that if anything I was more distant when I was around her. She must have realised that I was acting strangely, but couldn’t find a reason for it. And so it went on. I don’t think I would ever have had the courage to tell her how I felt, if it hadn’t accidentally been forced out of me instead.One evening I was struggling to get to sleep in sticky, oppressive heat that seemed to hang around me in the room, despite.