After a while I met a boy who accepted me for who I am.She treated me like a real woman. She pampered me like a real woman, flowers, small gifts (sock...s, underwear). She was always ready to come when I needed her.The sex was on a level, the most important thing for me was that I calmly enjoyed the pleasure of feeling a member in myself.He took me out at night, we walked calmly. Well, sometimes I blew it and fucked me a few times.One night he offered to go to their house. I dressed so as not to. ‘Damn them, damn all of them...and…’I’m looking down at Mayu and I see her smile slightly, but it barely registers. My mind doesn’t see it. I see when we were kids.“Mio! Wait up! Don’t leave me behind! Wait for…Ahhh!!” Her sentence cuts off as she falls down, tumbling down the steep slop and hitting the bottom, forever damaging her leg. The guilt I felt for not listening. It’s my fault, I have to take care of my sister…but…‘Two chosen Children.’ I’m so tired of it, I’m so tired of having to. She is waiting for me, completely naked between the sheets as we had agreed and there is a faint scent of apples. She rolls over to face me, though I can only see her outline in the darkness. We embrace for a moment before I encourage her onto her belly. I run my hands along the lengths of her hair and I feel her relax before I start to explore her body in the dark. I use my fingers, mouth, legs, cheeks, teeth, everything to touch and arouse us both. I linger a little longer at the more. I resented it, a little, but not as much as I had before."I think maybe for a couple of years. My dad told me that a few years on a Hungarian farm would straighten me right out. Kate has sent some letters to us, and it doesn't seem like she's changing very much. She won't be coming home until she has changed." Did she ever ask about me?" She asked me to say hi to you, from her. She knew she couldn't say much more than that though. I'm sure she misses you as much as you miss her." I doubt it..