I was just a average looking guy. Further, in those days, our exposure to anything sexual was extremely limited. The best exposure to a woman was fami...ly, friends or at the most some filmy magazines. Being value oriented guys, family was out of bounds, friends were as mature or immature in mind and body and pictures in magazines were hardly earth shattering. In a nut shell, we were absolute naives. My exposure was limited to a few fleeting glances at some classmates budding boobs or bums, and. I still needed Raphe in my life, and in my own way I loved him, more than anyone else in the world. I knew I loved him far more than any feelings I had for Smith. But Smith was my ticket to the life I needed, and Raphe would never find out about him.RapheI got out of the house as early as I could. I was really worried that Kathy would want to have wake up sex. It was strange, that I could go from totally enraptured, to total revulsion in 24 hours but here I was. Stranger still was the fact that. I stop sucking her breast and climbed on top of her. Then I moved towards her face and kissed her on her lips. Mom returned the kisses, she was more aggressive now. She took my bottom lips between her lips and sucked it.Mom was in heat. I could feel her wrapping her legs around my body. We both kissed each other for a long time. She even inserted her tongue inside my mouth and sucked my tongue.I then moved a bit down and kissed near neck region first. Mom was moaning softly. Her hands were. He told me one of his mates in Northern Ireland Railways had told him they would be looking for engineering staff in the next few months. I got on the bike and went to see him. The railways were planning a major update of the rail system and there were opportunities in civil, electrical, and rolling stock engineering. He knew I had a good grasp of all the principles and that I tinkered with bikes and cars. So he recommended me to N.I.R.I was called for interview the following Tuesday. I figured.