I remembered it vividly. The dream was not a nightmare, nothing like the 'walking on eggshells' nightmare I'd had my freshman year. This one was just ...a dream. The reason I was tired was that the dream had me swimming the entire night.By the time I talked to Marcie that night I thought I had the dream figured out. Yes, we talked on the phone. I had to talk to someone about it, didn't I? And who better than the person I trusted most in the whole world?We got the housekeeping questions out of the. It'll burn... but it will help a little... I hope..." Helpless tears ran down her face again, silent and despairing."Wh-What is it?" He raised up a little."It's brandy. This is an emergency, darling... otherwise you know Mother would never give you alcohol at your age... drink it down. In this case, it's medicine." Bette Jean drank her own and felt the fiery liquid sear her throat and then spread in a warming glow through her stomach. This was the first time in her life she understood how. .. Ryan, I want to do it with you right now!... I wanna know what it feels like..." Ryan raised his eyebrows saying, "Okay Alex... But as a fair warning it may hurt the first time I put my cock inside you... Although I guess that depends on how well you relax yourself... But that's still a big step... Are you sure you're ready for that?..." I paused in thought for a second, but again I looked at his fully naked body right there in front of me and I quickly nodded my head saying, "It's okay. Ek hafta beet gaya lekin maa koi badlaw nahi dikha rahi thi.Fir ek din achanak maa mere bedroom me aayi or bade shaanti se mera wala book mujhe de kar kaha ki beta tumne ye book padi? Mene kaha nai maa time hi nahi mila. Maa ne kaha ki tum isko abhi pado aaram se fir hum baat karenge. Maa ka chehra kuch alag rag raha tha jese hamne koi lottery jeet liya ho.Vo mere room se bahar chali gayi or me khush ho raha tha. Mene apna room lock kar ke porn dekne laga or maa soch rahi thi ki me book pad.