Vor den Augen von zwei Anderen ließ sie sich seelenruhig in den Mund spritzen und schluckte alles runter als gäbe es nichts normaleres auf dieser We...lt.Ich hätte bei diesem Anblick gern gleich nochmal abgespritzt, allerdings hielt mich der Zweifel zurück. Hannah starrte sie mit riesigen Augen an und ich war mir nicht sicher ob sie nicht angeekelt aus dem Zimmer stürmen würde. Sie sagte nur kleinlaut “....puh...das sah ja viel aus. Aber ist das nicht....naja....irgendwie eklig?”"Nati hatte alles. Please, oh, please tell me I was wrong!I turned to Yvonne, she looked back at me and I felt that sensation of everything taking on a slow dragging ... I was speeding up. I held out my hands and she looked down. Just as she started to hold up her hand to mine, I let the keys drop and they fell ... slow...I turned and left her standing on the snowy steps. I didn't care who saw me. I didn't care what anyone thought. I had to get to the house and a little snow wasn't going to stop me.I could feel. I pressed him further. "You mean my outfit doesn't seem a bit...girlyto you? Doesn't it seem odd that I'm wearing a skirt?"Steve looked at me sideways. "You've always been a bit more polishedthan the rest of us, but, no; you fit in with the rest of us. What areyou worrying about John?" Steve looked genuinely confused.As odd as it sounded, apparently my wearing Vanessa's clothes didn'tseem out of the ordinary in any way to Steve or anyone else. In fact,they didn't even recognize them as being. Since I had no way to relate to boys that way, I rose to the top of my class. But unknown to me, several boys wanted to take me out! Completely unaware of this, a friend I had made, Claire, told me, then suggested that I pick one! I talked to Betty about it and all she did was laugh and tell me she told me so! Then she told me that I might as well, or risk being tagged with a nasty label. That Friday night I went on my first date. Tom was polite, I was scared, but we had a good time. Then, at.