Kiitos blondin kestokiimanpystyin naisen huomaamatta ohjaamaan h?nen p??t?ksentekoaan sellaiseensuuntaan jota h?n itse ei ehk? olisi hoksannut valita.... Punap??h?nsamanlainen olkap??ll? kuiskailu ei toimisi, sill? h?n olirationaalisempi ja joutuisin k?ytt?m??n erilaisia metodeja jos haluaisink??nt?? h?nen ajatteluaan toiseen suuntaan.Kerran h?n jo olikin melkein olemukseni huomannut, kun er??n huoneensyviss? varjoissa olin vartomassa kaksikon saapumista. Siit? asti olenjoutunut olemaan v?h?n. "I would give you my virginity if I could Jimmy. Please don't just throw me away."I held her close. "I'm not discarding you Lynn. You just need to understand that I have needs beyond what you are currently capable of providing for me. We can maintain our relationship as long as you understand that I am going to have sex with other girls when the opportunity arises."She was still crying, but a little less as she whimpered an answer. "All right Jimmy. Do whatever you have to do to make yourself. Fireflies settled on her now, and on the boys, only they weren’t flies. They were – light. Only light. She looked down at Lev and saw orbs floating in front of his eyes, saw the reflected light of millions of orbs dancing on the glassy surface of his eyes, and she saw the smile on his face, in his soul, and she relaxed. The sound the chains made grew subdued, like they were sounds from a dream far away in time, and Anna Podgolskiv looked up, looked up into the old man’s eyes, now only inches. But in doing so, I had to cut ties with the very soul of my existence....everything that I existed for....my fellow worshippers!i wound up in a very rural town, hiding out in a cabin my grandmother had inherited in the mountains. There was not much to do and I was left to hours of meditation, deep edging and yearning for companionship. I also walked and explored a lot. That is how I found the secluded walled off mansion down the road from where I was staying. It looked vacant and my mischievous.