A few of us are there as spectators. We wear our regular clothes and don't participate. I'm sure that Rachel would find a number of interesting playma...tes and you'll have fun watching. The bedroom doors are never closed.” His interest clearly piqued, Danny said, “Damn, I've never even imagined something like that.” “It's exciting.” “I'm sure it is. When is the next party?” “Two weeks from tomorrow night. We're taking Maureen. It will be her first time too.” “I have to ask Rachel, but I'm pretty. But he had that covered."I'll take care of the rent and the food."I thought that was it and was relieved that Bob would bring down somegroceries but I soon learned there was a catch!"You'll start coming upstairs and do your cooking up there."I hesitated but he continued, "Oh you'll do it alright and you'll startdressing and acting like a proper little lady too and I mean fix yourselfup. I want to see makeup, hairdos, high heels and nylons just like thefirst time. You want to eat? You're. ”“Don’t take too long,” he said and slowly let her go. Nova walked out and left Martin alone as she went to the back room to get undressed. She tossed her clothes on the chair and grabbed a towel. She left her bra and panties on as she wrapped it around herself. With her hand on the door knob she hesitated. She decided that if she was going to do this, she was going to do it right. She dropped the towel and reached behind her to unsnap her bra and let it fall to the floor before she hooked her. And in all humaneness I can't leave you behind when I go... nor can I take your life... Mon Dieu... I don't know... I don't know, Cheri."Her abrupt solemn change of mood immediately dispelled her prurient desires of a few moments before. She settled back in the seat and drove with her eyes fixed on the road as she thought. There was something almost sadistic in the method she had settled on to bring things to an end for herself, plus the idea of addicting her body to heroin, inasmuch as her own.