"I will" she said in a husky purr. "You will, what?" I asked, sort of dumb-founded. "I will, if you'll hold him." Her voice was almost pleading. "W...hat are you talking about?" I asked as I glanced around at her face. I then saw that she was staring intently not at the two smaller dogs, but at the big black Dane straining to get some relief from fucking thin air. "If you hold him, I'll jerk him off. He looks to be in pain and he won't get any comfort from her. I watched Daddy do it once to. ”Joshua then chuckled, “It still doesn’t answer my question about who might have been the catalyst. I’m starting to believe it might’ve been Charlie, but from the way you explained it, it could’ve been either of you. It does however give me hope that your abilities can be learned.”Ann smiled. “It also makes me even surer, that while probably not sex, deep emotional love, DOES play a part in all this. Now Joshua and I just have to figure out how to tap into that love. It’s obviously not. I ended up being a creative mind turning my imagination into strange acts that got me ostracized from being allowed to play with the other neighbor kids. In my teens I became a loner with my music and my art.“I remember bits about a summer job before college my dad had arranged. Jobs were hard to come by and this one was a dairy in a remote part of the state 100 miles from home. I was dropped off to take a hike up a lonely country road to a bunk house filled with men from a nearby state run. Neeta must have felt bad, and told me not to leave her right now. We sat next to each other, and fondled each other for quite some time. She allowed me to insert my fingers now, but did not take off her clothes. I also sucked her breasts and she massaged my penis under the shorts. As time went bye, neeta became more confident, and petting, kissing, and feeling up each other became easy. She would masturbate me, and i would finger fuck her with two fingers. I had told her to cut her pubic hair.