I didn't want to be. I was just too nervous and afraid..." Abruptly the tape ended.He spent the rest of the day searching for financial records and co...ntemplating how someone could profess to love two people at the same time. He couldn't seem to understand, grasp the concept. He knew he loved people differently, that there were levels of love, friends, family, wife, children, mother and father. But, how could someone love emotionally and sexually two different people at the same time? "Am I. Admitting the feelings was OK. Admitting that we planned to do it probably wasn’t.“Yes. We have those feelings,” I said. “We both know it. Also, a friend of mine back home actually went through with it. She and her brother became lovers. I think that having the feelings is OK, perhaps even normal.”She leaned back against the wall of the sauna, took a deep breath, and exhaled slowly.“I have dreams about Peter,” she said softly.“You mean about doing it with him?”“Yes,” she said, almost in a. ”“And now that you can see clearly, you can’t see how you’d do something like that.” Dad grew somber.“I couldn’t step on your toes like that.” I mumbled. “I--”Dad smacked me in the back of the head. Ellie smacked me in the back of the head. I reached up and waited, staring into my drink, unwilling to turn and make eye contact with my dad. I made a quick swing of the eyes to check on Ellie. I was surprised to see her smiling. Her arms were crossed over her tits with impatience.“You got to get a. FIL:(in between his sucking) So how do u find the sasural?ME:Its wonderful , as all of u love each other so much.A sudden gasp went out of my mouth as he bit my nipple a little. I looked mischeviously at him.FIL: agar koi kami ho humare pyaar me to zaroor batana.(And he kept sucking)ME: zaroor pitaji.He told me to sit the other way so he could suck my left choochi and give justice to it.All the while he was sucking he asked me questions , as if it was a natural way for a FIL to talk to his.