I usually grill some hot dogs on Saturday, but thought I’d probably have my fill at Rosalie’s family cook-out. I had peanut butter and jelly inst...ead.I had thought that I might miss Sheila, but I missed Rosalie instead. One date and she’d made quite an impression. I couldn’t wait to see her again. I had a hot date that night with Rosy Palm, the same source of relief I used last night while I imagined making love with Rosalie.She had given me her address and phone number in case I got lost. . I said, 'It just turns me on to think of you doing things to another man while I am there. She said, 'You always talk about that fantasy but have you ever really thought about how you would feel in real life if it happened?' I said, 'Yes. And I am thinking about it right now and as I told you, I am really turned on.' She said, 'So, you think you really would LIKE that?' I said, 'Baby, I would LOVE that. But I don't just want to watch, I want to participate. I want to make love to you really bad. Just you alone, and me laying before you.Your hand slides slowly over my blanket, feeling the outline of my body, sliding slowly from my chest down to my toes.My breathing softly raises and lowers my covers as I sleep, and softly, almost gently you slip your hand underneath my blanket, underneath my shirt. You touch my flesh. You feel my chest. Your hand is on my heart and you feel the beating just inches from your fingers.Slowly you slip your hand lower, across my stomach, stretching your. ”The varicose veins in my calves would pass inspection unless someone stripped off my knee-length compression socks and did an up-close and personal inspection.I was getting used to the new me. Starting to feel more comfortable with Ms. Dowdy.Friday was a comparative breeze. At first.Matt introduced me to Gerda Hoffstatter. It was seven in the morning. We were in a small apartment off Connecticut Avenue. Gerda is around 40, Germanic. Brisk and efficient. A voice coach. Accent coach. Short,.