(So true).Moments 5:I am out and about my own patrols checking thru the hotel to be honest I just walk around to make myself be seen. U know how upper... management always say perception is reality well if they see me always doing something they will never question me on my job. Like, I said fake it into u make it. I honestly often times don't have anything to do so I just make myself be seen. Sometimes I just carry different items from one of the housekeepers closet to the next moving things. She went through some therapy during the last two years and says the old hang-ups are down to a minimum, and that she has a medication with her she can take whenever ANY OF US feels the problem is surfacing again. I didn't give her any a reply yet, as this is very clearly something the whole family has to decide. Please understand that I miss my sister very much, and being unable to invite her without problem has been very painful for me. Also, remember the big changes our family went has gone. She blamed me. She blamed me for everything. She took out everything on me, all her frustration, like I was just a punching bag, like... she never loved me. I heard, they told me you were scared to come, but you did it to protect your children... that you were willing to let them hurt you, to protect your children, I... I couldn't... I... please... p... kkshh..." Tears streaming down his face, he bowed his head and let his shoulders slump, looking more pitiful and defeated than should be. She lay there on top of the covers in just bra and thong underwear and he had a brief notion to take advantage of her but he remembered the sleeping Belinda downstairs on the couch.He ought to wake the girl so she could go to bed so he took off his suit and tie and changed into a pair of jogging shorts and a t-shirt and proceeded to head back down stairs to wake Belinda and send her to bed.He almost had a heart attack as he entered the living room. Belinda had been dressed in a little crop top.