” I certainly didn’t judge her for that because I knew how difficult life was for her before he came along. Here’s where the conversation got we...ird. She said, “But the main reason was how I feel about you.”That didn’t compute and my face must have said, “What?” She went on. “i’ve been unhappy about myself for a long time now…how I feel…how I shouldn’t feel…that’s why last night I took too many pills.” My alarm must have been evident. “Baby don’t worry…”she said. “I was wrong…that’s why I threw. .. you know... that size matters?"She howled with laughter. "Of course, you chump. That's why I'm leavingwith Tyrese. What he's got, you can't even come close to. But thanksfor the engagement ring and paying my rent for the last year andeverything else. Too bad you're going to have to add me to that list ofgirls who never put out for you. When I kept saying I was saving myself,I didn't mean for you. I meant for Black cocks, which I've been gettingthe whole time we were dating. That. “Look I don’t fancy her, we just get on well.”She put the magazine down, “Yes you fucking do, you’re always staring at her tits, bet you imagine it’s her when you’re giving me one.”I deny it, but she is right. I do find Vikki very sexy, and I get the feeling if I tried, made a play then I could have her. It nearly did happen, years ago before I got married, but we both decided it was a bad idea as we both had partners, and mine was one of her best friends.“What would you do if I started. Bettina pretty much moved in after that. She wanted to sleep with him and fuck him as much as possible, and Travis felt the same. She still went home to help out with her younger siblings sometimes, but things were a little strained around there with her parents, so she didn’t hang around much.Travis bought an old Volkswagen Bug for four hundred dollars so Bettina could get to and from town without having to bike it or take the truck. While Bettina went to work, Travis’s routine was fishing in.