With the top down on my Jeep she had to raise her voice, as she attempted to laugh and then excuse what I had witnessed. Finally, just as I pulled int...o my parking space, her voice turned angry as she tried to place the blame onto me.Of course, I was partially at fault. The fact that I had told John anything about our relationship was breaking a confidence of sorts, though I was too angry at what I saw to even think straight about that. Those thoughts would come later. It happens rarely, but. ..relieved, fulfilled. It was onlyin some latter pictures of the same child that he developed a look ofhorror and despair so common among the other victims.I felt a strong need to find out exactly why, and worked my way throughthe Dr.'s notes, to try and match the pictures to what was written. Ittook some doing, because of the way the notes were organized, butfinally, I was able to find out about this child.At the time, I didn't understand the term the doctor used to describethis child. "Gender. I'm not working out at my boyfriend's house orsomething?"Sometimes, Tommy's maiden aunt, the Fag-Hag would confide in herfavourite nephew about the juicy details of Stallion Freddy's romanticempire. Tommy would usually share his auntie's gossip with Eric during'pillow talk.' Those wonderful cozy hours when lovers could cuddle toeach other's warmth between shared bed sheets.Enjoying a lover's confidence under the Fag-Hag's roof, with laughingkisses and dirty gossip, about a certain blondie. ." I started saying.I didn't get to finish. She jumped off my lap and screamed at me, "You don't love me Papa!" She was so angry she forgot to call me Carlos. She burst into tears and ran to her room. The noise attracted Kim and Maria, who both looked worried. They both already knew about the problem between Lupe and me. Kim followed Lupe to her room, probably to hold her hand (or more) and moan about how stupid men in general were and how I was even worse than the rest. I managed to stand up.