A rare treat to have you all to myself for this long. I should be grateful. Instead I am petulant when you lean out of the train to blow an exaggerate...d kiss to say goodbye. When I return to the room, it is too warm to sleep. I perch by the window and pop open the laptop, and start typing. In a day or four you will read this non-story and send me a text. ‘Oh my! The unbearable lightness of being with me!’ you will teasingly admonish me, your message rich with affection, ‘Stop moping and cheer. “I love you, Laney, I don’t care if we’re half brother and sister all I know is that I love you and we belong together. We’ll get married and have children and live in a huge house where people don’t need to know who we really are,” he said. Oh, how I wish that could be possible. Charles and I threw our arms around each other and embraced tightly unwilling to let go. Our hearts beating fast against our chests. I felt his warm lips kiss my left earlobe then run down my neck to the valley. Mercedes danced in front of each man in the room. None of them touched her but she could feel their eyes checking out every square inch of he exposed skin. When they continued to smile as they looked, she relaxed and even enjoyed the attention.The men were not fools. Before them stood a young girl that potentially could make them a lot of money. There was no point this early in the game scaring her off. They would have plenty of time to groom her.If they played their cards right, they would all. But it never happened and here I was, already 18 and resigned to the fact that I would be the shortest, scrawniest shit in the world.My first year of college was uneventful. I got average grades taking gen-ed courses. Had no friends --- and definitely no girlfriends. But the summer after my freshman year, everything changed.First off, I started growing like a weed... I grew from 5'1" to 6'2" in the span of three months. It was crazy --- I was in major pain all the time and I began to get.