." I know, I was there too." But, you probably didn't have the distractions I had." What do you mean?" You, Joe. I can't get you out of my head. I fel...t like an eighth grader with crush on the JV basketball star."The line went silent as Joe reeled at her words. He was crazy for her and well prepared for her infatuation to wane, but instead she reinforced it."I don't know what to say Selena, I... , I, umm I think about you all the time myself like a horny schoolboy with a crush. I guess I just. "Do you want a twenty minute timeout instead of ten, Noah?" No," he answered mournfully. Connor wisely started towards the designated time out spot. Noah stamped his feet as he followed his brother."Ten minutes on the top step, Connor," Mom directed. "Stop stamping your feet, Noah. You have twenty minutes on the bottom step. Do you understand?" Yes, Mom-Mom," Noah agreed. My nephew was slowly learning the lesson I learned a long time ago – don't fool with Mom. Her word was law around here. Mom. "Leave that, I'll get someone else to do it. Go and be with your girlfriend." she smiled.His face lit up. "Really? Thanks." Friday then?" she raised an eyebrow."Sure Friday." he said over his shoulder as he walked out.She reached for her phone and began texting furiously. She smiled, sat back down and returned to the laptop.FRIDAY"Wait a second" he protested "Why the collar and cuffs?" I used up all the tape so I can't hold you down with that, besides this looks sexier and you've been working. I have no regrets, unless you count having lived twenty-four years before experiencing such bliss.Remembering the events of last night I know that there is not another set of circumstances I can imagine under which I would ever have had sex with anyone but my husband. And I’ve never once contemplated having sex with two men at the same time. But it happened and there’s no way to deny to myself that I loved it. That doesn’t mean that when I leave this tent and face my friends I won’t be.