"She wants me to leave my k**s behind with you and mom to raise while I go live with her and her mom, cause she thinks she can take care of me the way... I need to be taken care of. Now how she thinks she can do that when she does not have a job and when she does get one she can not keep it long before she get's fired from it. She seams to think I do not need to work, that all I have to do is just sit around the house while she takes care of me by waiting on me hand and foot. I told her that I am. I also thought that he was absolutely gorgeous!!! He was the definition of a Black King. He was 4 years older than me, tall, muscular, beautiful smile, pretty eyes, and he also had the most perfect dreadlocks I had ever seen. The first thing I did was log into my FB app to write him a message. I told him that I was really looking forward to meeting him and that I would show him around the city. I also told him that all of my friends are going to want to get with him. He replied right away. .." I thought. Every day I dreaded going to that day. I wondered when it would all start again. Well, about a week later I got my answer. We came to class and went straight to work. We were working on drawing some maps when he leaned over me to get a pencil. He rested his hand on my leg, but when he leaned back into his seat, his hand didn't move. He slowly began moving his hand up and down. Without looking at him, I grabbed his hand and moved it to his lap. He left me alone the rest of the. I had my eyes set on someone else anyway. It was a risk, but one I needed to take. I decided to pull myself together and ask him…ask Jake. But I didn’t have the guts to do it in person. He and Shay had teased me so many times over the past year. It would be suicide to ask him personally and possibly have him reject me to my face. Of course, I wasn’t thinking about how ridiculous this was, how he would never go out with me! I was so blinded with attraction to him. I had to be with him and his.