Even with the history, we shouldn’t be doing this,” I said. He got back to his senses and agreed with me.“Yes, yes. We should not be doing this.... I love Shanaya, and it’s our first night together!” he said.“It’s my fault. I’m really sorry,” I said as I started to leave. But then, out of nowhere, I had this sudden urge to kiss him again. As I turned around, I saw him waiting for me. As soon as he saw my face again, he pulled me close, held my face, and kissed me passionately.It brought back all. Through the flowers, and then through some hedges, andthen past a frond-covered pond filled with geese, and then finallyinto the dark, beckoning trees of the forest...where she could finallybe alone, alone with herself and her anger. Once in the forest, she had slowed and walked the wide paths there.... listening to the singing of the birds...cupping one in her hands before sending it flitting free back into the sky.... "Free....am I free?" Chani thought, her brow furrowing in puzzlement at. And she was way too humble, almost self-deprecating, despite, in her lovers’ eyes, having absolutely nothing to be deprecating about. ‘Unh-hunh. Grab your bass.’ The inside of the house whose outside looked to date from the turn of the century, nearly a hundred years old, once they passed through a worn out looking porch, surprised Joe completely. Everything looked newly constructed. It had obviously been gutted and reconstructed recently. And beautifully, combining warmth with elegance,. I like forcing you to go down on me.” I looked her in the eyes and said, “Now it’s my turn.” “You’re joking, right? You’ve been so damn selfish jerking off all the time. You think you are going to get rewarded by getting caught? Fat chance.” I gave her a sad look. “Maybe, maybe, I’ll give you a little relief in a week.” “That sounds okay to me,” I replied. I could wait a week; last winter we had gone a whole month without fooling around. “But, you’re going to have to do what I say this.