I found a note on the dresser from Susan. She and Karen were heading to the beach with Roy and Gordon. In the note Susan asked me to join them when I ...got up.I threw on some shorts and was on my way when there was a knock on the door it was Tanya."Good morning," She said as she pushed passed me and entered my room."Today is your lucky day." She smiled, her teeth perfect. Tanya was wearing short white shorts and a white bikini top that showed her ample cleavage. "I was just heading down to the. I was in no mood to go home, but had to obey her took my book and left her cabin on the way out to the staff room I got some courage. I closed the main door of the staff room and walk back to the her cabin. She was shocked to see me back and asked me why I was back?Without saying anything, I caught hold of Sumi and started to kiss her in her cheek forehead etc.I caught hold of her blouse and pulled her back, which made her blouse to tear and I pulled it off. Now Sumi was only in her bra on top.. And it was the same with intercourse. When I did let someone actually fuck me, I almost felt like I wasn't even there. I expected my first time to hurt, but it was the same even after that. As soon as they realized that they could fuck me, it was: Stick it in, Pump fast, Cum, Get out. And then, of course, go home! No foreplay, no effort to get me turned on and 'ready,' just stick it in as soon as he can. It was both frustrating and bewildering. And it didn't help that it was usually in a. She whispered something in her ear and then they both kind of giggled and looked towards me.Gwen then made the announcement that since Becky had arrived we would stay in for dinner and she would go to the store while we got caught up.She went on her way and i had no idea what to expect. Becky looked amazing. Her tits looked like the same amazing tits that i remember and i wondered if she ever thought about what we did. She came over gave me a giant hug and whispered in my ear "want to play.