She dried herself, and dressed, and suppressed the urge to weep. She was not feeling sad, not really, but the return of all of her old, mundane, emoti...ons was a shock to her.She still had her pass-card. She kissed the women goodbye, and left the secure area with regret.It was only a short walk to Doctor Kelly's office on the same floor, where she was greeted with kindness."Cassie, you've been working very hard recently. I know that Eve doesn't want you to talk about your work with anyone, but. To solidify the intuition and ground it, he had an old fashioned investigation taken out on me. I suppose many women would be offended by this approach, but I found it strangely beautiful and comforting, in a weird way. Somehow, Peter was right. There was darkness in both of us. It took us on this strange path and I could only feel grateful that Peter seemed to know so much about all of this. I didn’t understand at that time what the cost of this intuition was. Women are allowed to be intuitive. "What do you make of this?" he asked.Jorgarn read the letter twice before answering."I've never heard of such a thing, Your Majesty," he said. "Formal functions are few in Longview. I have never had the occasion to see one. Also, I would have thought Lady Eslada would have mentioned something like this in her latest letter. It was written just day before yesterday."He glanced at the letter again."The phrasing is ... awkward," he continued. "I can attest that this is not written in my father's. They get used by women like me.” Eva wasn’t being rough. It was just that she didn’t ask. She just did and when I looked at her she was smiling wickedly. “I love fingering women. I get off on it,” she said still with her wicked smile. I had never been forced before. No one had ever dared try to with me. I would have snapped back or lashed out. It was horrid. Having someone finger inside me who I didn’t have feelings for. Even so I could feel myself getting aroused; even though I was trying not.