It started to get dark and suddenly I saw the light flashing on. Finally, She was home. I called her again and saw her standing behind the window. She... had no intention to free me, She was laughing with my misery. Then She turned away and left. Shivering from the cold and feeling helpless, I started to cry. After a while She came and free me. Inside the house She handed me a towel that I could dry myself. You see shithead, I can be mean, so never ever complain again or you will regret it,. I’m not stupid. I told myself, “Just stay calm.”Looking back, looking ahead... Then came Thursday, September fifteenth. The Frederick fair was the next week, and Susan and I always took a day off to go. The Frederick Fair was very much like most of the state fairs everywhere only it wasn’t a state fair. We always had a good time. I signed up to take off on that Tuesday, the twentieth. Ever since I could remember we’d always gone on Tuesdays. Tuesdays were senior days, and even though her. After what I'd done to Bob I didn't deserve to be the first to hear about him."Did they tell you anything else?" They said that he'd been going out on missions lately even though he didn't have to, but he kept saying it was his duty to fight alongside his men and that he didn't have as much to lose as most of them if something bad happened." That sounds like him. Do you think what I did to him had anything to do with his wanting to take chances." I don't know mom, but I wouldn't be surprised.. And Brenda, Barbara, Betty, decided the same thing in school. They were not just on "student counsel" they ran student counsel. They decided what the student paper would publish and every one of those papers better have a picture of them in it. They passed judgment on the articles too. If daddy was planning a new shopping center and the paper wanted to run an adverse environmental story about it, well it never saw print. And what was even worse, they were two years apart in ages so we had six.