As soon as I saw that blue door, it was as if my body knew a receptacle for my discomfort was nearby, and thusly doubled down on the pain. My body wa...s shouting at me that this piss needed to be resolved urgently, so I ran up to the door and started to pound.It wasn’t until I head the creak of the door that the butterflies came. What was I doing? What if he looked at my like an idiot? “I didn’t actually mean to come by anytime,” I imagined him saying. “I was just being polite. Also you. At Julian’s dorm we brave the frenzy of incoming freshmen, boxes, parents, a grandparent or two plus an assortment of siblings and welcoming upperclassmen, to reach Julian’s room with our own armfuls of stuff. José Luis, Julian’s roommate, is already there and unpacked. They’re pretty similar in build and appearance, and I know from their emails José Luis is a swimmer like Julian. He’s almost as good-looking. They shake hands and embrace, a little awkwardly, the way boys and men do. I greet. The names I know do not sound nice, except the ones that sound like a doctor's office." It has a very soft nose. Like a puppy. I have a kitty. You have a puppy." She grinned. "I should kiss his nose."She unzipped my pants, fished my dick out. Was a bit more than a kiss. The head disappeared into her mouth. Popped out. "I think you like this very much." I do." I like it, Dave. I know what happens if I do that." She smiled up at me. "I like it. And I can kiss you and your puppy gets hard..." It. Finally, I decided to just take the bull by the horns (so to speak) and I bought some subs one day and invited him to join me for lunch at my office. We close-up our office at noon on Fridays, so it seemed a good neutral place to meet. After about an hour of munching and chatting, I locked the door, and invited him back to my office. I could tell he was going slow, not wanting to scare me off and all, but I was ready, and very nervous. It had been years since I had had any kind of real sex….