There was the squishing noise of the plasticbottle as he squeezed the lotion into his hand. “I’ll work it around in my hand first to warm ...it up,”he said. His voice sounded intelligent, gentle. I wasslightly dubious about a total stranger offering totouch me all over, but I liked the idea, too.He pressed his hand against my neck, and rubbedgently downward. His touch combined firmness withwarm gentleness, and I loved the feel of it as heslowly massaged downward, caressing my. She had picked me up and driven me to and from school. We'd walked to class talking about this and that, content just to be together. I had an epiphany, sitting there at the table, when I realized that neither 'normal' nor 'less turbulent' were exactly right. 'Happy, ' however, was the perfect word. I was happy once again.So I was smiling when Kenny walked up to the table. "Don't know why you're so happy, Robinson. We've been abandoned," Kenny said as he plopped down across from me at the lunch. I did not want it! Truly!Such damn bullshit. I should have known that he is too much of a man to fall for that. Shame on me.I guess this is it. I blew it. And then I fucked up again. I have to accept it. Gather the shards of my broken life and try to glue them together. If I'm lucky the new life might give me some shelter. For me and the damn child. It will be hard, though, with all the missing parts.Like, where does one find a roof?I have been living with my parents, these past few days. They. . remember to take good care of your body and make your dick last longer. Wait for me here in the middle of the night next Friday, and I may come to pick it up and temporarily store it in the What you have here, uh...maybe it's not just latex gloves." Can these be done?" Yes...of course!" He nodded hurriedly, as if he was afraid that I would regret it."Ah...you don't need to be so determined, just nod, I can see it."This kind of reaction made me almost laugh out loud with pleasure."So, goodbye,.