"I hear his voice, "Ok and when you tell her about becoming a girl, andknowing she's attracted to guys..."I think for a moment, "It's about the same...... She'd be upset, butunderstanding... Then maybe relief that I can still be her friend..."I hear him take a deep breath, and then ask, "And now after all that...When you tell her that you never wanted to be a girl in the firstplace..."I thought hard about that, at how she would respond to that... She wastransitioning to be herself, I had already. Go to fucking Cancun. Go anywhere you fucking want to, it doesn't matter to me any more."I got up from the table and headed for the basement."Where are you going?" To get a suitcase." Why?" Because I'm getting out of here and I'm going to need to pack some things." Please stay and talk to me honey." We have nothing to talk about." Yes we do. We need to talk about us." God damn it Nan, there is no more 'us'. We stopped being an 'us' when you hit me with that boyfriend shit. Just leave me. Saturday, Mom and Dad took Pey to see the Nutcracker ballet at the University. I wasn’t really interested in seeing it and Em said she had plans to see Tony and Bill. It didn’t surprise me that much when as soon as the door closed behind everyone, it opened to Francie.We hadn’t had time together for almost two weeks and were both on edge. It was nice that we had about three hours, so even though we stripped and banged as quickly as we could, we then spent a couple of hours just lazily fucking. Our team of drivers is quite diverse and a very friendly bunch. On 29th of February one of the drivers from our Peterhead base was having his retirement party at a local hotel in Peterhead. I was one of the Aberdeen drivers invited to Georges party, a couple of weeks before the party I'd been speaking to some of the staff in the Peterhead base about it and how I'd have to book a hotel room for the night of the party as it's around 40 miles away from home and almost an hour in a taxi. Heather.