If you were an outsider looking in I’m completely sure you’d think we had as close to a perfect marriage as possible this day and age.What people ...don’t realize about our relationship is that we’ve struggled sexually since an event that happened to us both many years ago now; before we were married and not long after we met. This is my first time actually writing about everything that happened, everything that ended up changing so many things for us.When I met Chris he was in his last year of. It was so hard to leave the table!Ronald:That Monday night was a rollercoaster. Fear warred with excitement, and surprise with dread anticipation! I KNEW she was going to laugh at me and I KNEW she didn't REALLY want to date and I KNEW she was letting me down easy -- then suddenly I KNEW her phone number! I shook and sweated and you'd have thought I was asking her to a high school mixer or something! I hung out most of the evening, and drank too much beer -- but she came back to me again and. His eyes watching her softened movements as she turned slowly, easing herself out from him, his hardening manhood no longer pressed tight into the softness of Vasanthi’s sensual sweet smelling skin as it swept up over her lush behind, as Vasanthi nestled herself onto her back. Dark eyes filled with lust for her, trailed a sensual path up over the delicate curve of her ankle, slowly up over her calves; he loved how Vasanthi took care of her skin, leaving only milky white flesh everywhere,. Then I heard footsteps in the hall, fast approaching.By the time I turned my head, Brad had come striding into the room, hishead down, one hand with a damp cloth blotting at the fabric of his shirt,which had a huge stain on it. The stain went all the way down the front ofhis shirt and continued on down the left leg of his slacks. Past hisgroin. Where there was something obviously there. Was he excited or wasthat how he always looked? I'd never noticed before, in the hundreds oftimes we'd.