But setting up times and availability was difficult because I didn't have a computer in the room. So the front desk constantly was connecting me to "...different" guys. After being drilled deep by 2 guys I decided to go for ice in my fishnet no panties slut outfit. My ass was gaped and sloppy and I was still horny as hell so walking the hall feeling the slop between my ass cheeks was mmmmmmmm and exciting. Well, after getting the ice for some reason my room card didn't work. So here I am. I also have a little something for you as a token of my thanks.”He handed me a fifty dollar bill, which as I said before was a lot of money back then, and especially to me. I tried not to take it but he insisted, and I finished getting dressed and left his room to return to the terminal. I completed my trip to Norfolk, but I was feeling very guilty about my homosexual behavior. Also, it was bad enough that I had sucked off two complete strangers, but they also had paid me. I felt like a. . . I . . . well, now that Ive gotten this far, its a little hard to talk about it. A tear traced down my cheek and when she saw it, she seemed soothed. Now, now wolfie, she said, you dont need to be so sullen. Im sure its not that bad. I whimpered but the thoughts of my prior torment in the wolves dens and the ridicule I had endured pressed hard on my emotions and another tear escaped my eyes. Its just . . . well . . .I . . . I cant hardly even say the words. Look, she countered, I want you. Had I been less absorbed in my own sexual affairs on and offline, I might have suspected this, but I hadn’t, not even when Tony dropped his own unsubtle hint.The permanent look of smug, exhausted, sexual satisfaction that three years on still adorned my ex-husband’s face was like slap in my own. Even now, picturing his familiar, athletic body hammering into her petite frame could bring powerful feelings of jealousy.For a long time I could not get them out of my mind, an obsession that.