Ive never done it before. Wow&hellip,that kinda makes me really happy, knowing that I got your first, John said with a wide grin. John got on the bed ...with William and they kissed while hugging. They spent a few minutes just lying there in each others arms. After a while, they were already fully clothed, with John ready to go. I dont want to say goodbye yet&hellip,.I mean we just&hellip,I wish we couldve done this kind of thing sooner, William said from where he stood at the porch. I know, me. Jessica could see him enjoying her death and could only think, "I’m glad he is enjoying himself" as she watched him raise his glass and smile.Several minutes have passed and Jessica is starting to feel her lungs hurt from lack of oxygen her mouth is still open trying in vain to draw a breath and still none would come, "Please this has gone on long enough, let me die now.." she begged to herself as her lungs started to feel as if they would burst open to get that desperately needed air.A few. She knew the time had come for her to break away. I asked her to record the album with us, and then we'd replace her on the tour.......hopefully with someone close to being as talented as she. I envied her guitar playing. She was a lead guitarist with "balls". I was getting there, but I wasn't there yet. So after a December 7th(remember Pearl Harbor) recording date in New York which went flawlessly, and a video shoot the next day, and tons of promotional pictures being shot, Elaine went back to. Finally, by unspoken agreement, we headed back towards Sheila's house. Walt's car was still in the driveway, and the living room lights were off. As we were taking our coats off in the kitchen, we heard noises from the end of the hall to Sheila's bedroom.We hung up our coats and I led Sandy up the stairs to her room.SANDY - Sunday, December 24, 1961I guess hearing Mom and Walt got me excited! I flung my arms around Steve, and gave him a sizzling kiss. He held me, and gave me a long, warm,.