”“That was one of those times they were talking about when they had to set you straight?”“Yes. The other one was a bit more of a problem, but ...it was before that. I got caught smoking pot when I was fourteen. The silly thing was that it was the first time I’d done it and it didn’t really do anything for me. But because I was only fourteen, they cops sent me back to my parents. You can imagine how THAT went.”“But your dad helped you buy a car,” I protested.“That was the reward for staying out of. And don’t worry ye sab gupt rahe ga or full enjoy satisfied ab shida story pe kese maine marriage hall ki chhat par bhabhi ko choda …Ek din mai office mai the to mere ek friend ka call aaya vo kafi amir the kafi time bad call aaya to maine pucha k kya baat dude aaj kese yaad aa gayi to us ne kaha sale tu hi yaad nahi karta sun meri sister ki marriage hai to us ne bola k tu jarur aana maine bola fikar mat kar mai vaha tujhe jarur milunga or koi kam ho to bata diyo us ne bola k bas tu aa jayo or. Those days i was drinking daily and alcohol always used to make me horny, horny almost always was my condition. Of course i was in mid thirties.I was married at that time but was separated from wife for sometime. i did not have the habit of visiting prostitutes and i did not believe in spending money for sex. So I was horny. Ok, this horny guy, that is me, was travelling from Kerala to Chennai. I boarded the train from Trichur in the night train and it was a First class compartment of four. It’s too infrequent, and it’s far, Far, FAR too chaste. Innocence aside, I know I will feel your leg against mine for quite some time after the contact is broken. You have that effect on me. I have vivid memories of every instance we have touched – casual hugs hello or goodbye, fingers touching inadvertently when passing the salt, shoulders rubbing in the cinema. It’s all I have of you, in the physical sense, so I treasure these moments – and I want more. Your voice brings me back to Earth,.