If you could have only known him the way that I did, you would have seen…’ ‘I did.’ It was only a whisper, maybe not even that, something that... I mumbled to myself. ‘I’m sorry, what, honey?’ I said, ‘I know Momma, it’s a real shame.’ We drank our bitter tea in silence. At 11 o’clock she stood up. I offered to drive her to the funeral, but she went on about something having to do with flower arrangements for the cemetery, and we departed separately. The service was almost majestic. There were red. I became more and more breathless as the fluttering inside me continued. I tried to act normally tensing myself against a growing tide of sexual sensation. Frantically I clamped down on my thighs squeezing, squeezing but it didn’t work! He had climbed higher, higher even right into my very uterus, and I had no power over him there! I made my excuses and left the room, my legs almost folding under me as wave after wave of delicious sensation swept over me, the feeling building, building and. Once more I was back in the cold darkness and soon realized just how verycold. The blouse might have been thin but it was something and had keptthe worst of the chill off earlier, but now sitting with nothing betweenme and the cardboard but skimpy thin panties made the slap on my bruisedbehind even more painful. I felt completely humiliated in a way that Inever had before: me a business executive reduced to this, I was trulydistraught. I had not eaten at all through the long day and the. Hebuttoned up his blouse. Adjusted his skirt.Roy kissed Kinny on the top of the head. He groped Kinny's boob. "Ilike you. We're going to have lots of sex." You should go on the pill," Kinny said. He picked up the test strip,dropped it next to the condom. "This says you're fertile." Yeah? So?" Can you afford child support?" You're not on birth control?" Roy asked."I have girlfriends. Not a boyfriend." I saw the dyke on a bike." She would rip your nuts off and garnish her vegetarian stew." How.