I had so many questions I couldn’t ask and I found myself frustrated at times because fear held me back from trying the things I desired the most.I ...had crushes on boys and opportunities to explore but I was afraid I would end up suffering the consequences. Boys talked too much and my Mom would never let them anywhere near the house anyway. So I sought comfort and sexual relief from my pit-bull Bruno. I knew he could be discreet and I already loved him very much. He was 3 and a former fighting. He ordered his officers to get my statement and let me get out of the country before more shooters showed up to further embarrass the island nation.I called the Judge and reported Catherine's murder, and the news about my boat, as well as to ask for advice. My house was a trap, my boat had a bomb aboard, and my bodyguard was dead. I truly had no idea where to go, or what to do.The numbness was setting in, as I tried to cope with watching Catherine die while trying to save me. Why wasn't it me?. As she packed for the trip I talked to her and told her she should have some fun on the weekend. Go out and enjoy herself. I thought she needed a break from me and then when she got back I would be the beneficiary of some great 'make-up' sex.She left the following Monday. I got a call at work when they got to their destination. She sounded excited and happy. She promised to call on Tuesday, probably in the daytime. She had a few places she wanted to go to that evening, one of them being a. His lips appearedthicker than he'd ever seen them and were emphasized by the redlipstick that matched his nails in color. His eyeliner so perfectlyaccented his eyes."I hope you can get this all back to normal before Tuesday," he toldJudy when she looked over her shoulder at his reflection.Moving upstairs Judy stated "This is now your room Debrah." She walkedinto it and opened a closet door. "You'll find all your clothes inhere, and before you ask, all your things you had when you werepretending.