Now that he’s gone, I say whatever comes to mind. He too is different. He hears, nods, and understands. I feel his presence and I think I know that ...he feels bad, and that he’s sorry for everything. ‘Death may be the greatest of all human blessings.’ ~Socrates I am not glad that my dad is dead. But, there are aspects of it that seem to make it… okay. As I just said, I feel that he’s sorry. The beast of addiction was too strong for him. It always has been. My mom wrote me a letter right after. .he's been telling me crazy things about you." Isaac said, "and I was wondering if....you would like to....hook up.....sometime?"At first, I glared at Tanner, but then I realized what Isaac said. "Um...sure!" I said, "When?" How about right now, in the showers?" He asked."Right now? Isn't there still people in there?" "Yeah, but right now, is when the gay guys come out and play in the shower." He said with a wink.we could see our teammates fucking eachother. Blowjobs, handjobs, rim jobs,. He stared down at my 71/2 inches. Grabbing it around the base, he tentatively placed his lips on my knob. Clearly, he was tasting his first cock. He was so tentative. He stuck his tongue out and licked my piss slit, which still had traces of cum but was oozing precum again. Slowly, he took a little more of my cock into his mouth. I could feel his teeth as they sc****d over my cock, but I wasn’t going to do anything but encourage him. I reached up and grabbed him gently by the sides of his head.. Let me turn this off we can study together." I started walking over to the tv to turn it off when Lindsay surprised me."No, No." she said. "Leave it on, I like to watch porn just as much as any one else. Looking at the bulge in your pants it looks like you are into it. So lets finish watching it." I immediately reached down and put my hands over the crotch of my pants and watched Lindsay as she made her way to my desk and pushed the play button on the remote. I sat back down on my chair and.