That’s how I felt as the beer and bourbon gave me a strangely distant and objective view of the scene in front of me. Feeling almost like I was floa...ting high, remote and dissociated from the three bodies moving and groaning in front of me. Wondering how Jill and I had ended up in this place. It was less than a year since we’d had our very first tentative discussions about just maybe, just possibly dipping our toes into the world of swinging. And yet here we were just months later, a married. She responded by, “No, I just want enough to leave here and nothing else. Everything else you can keep or give it away I don’t care what you do with it.”Well, all that went on seventeen months ago. I am slowly getting better but there are days when I am wandering around the house alone that I get all balled up and weepy in remembering certain times when I really thought that we were happy. I guess I know now that it was just me that was happy and not both of us.My name is Jerome Jason Jackson. Mai bahut excited thi,hum log friday nite ko kareeb 7:30 baje shaam ko nikle 2.5 hrs ka raasta tha hum car me hi shuru ho gaye the mai apna top utar chuki thi aur unka lund choos rahi thi isse woh kaafi garam ho gaye aur kehne lage ki mujhe tumhe chodna hai maine kaha chodn lena 15 mins me to hum pahuch hi jayenge farm house pe,par woh nahi maane kehne lage ki yahi kahi sunsaan me pedo(trees) aur jhadiyo ke beech car rok ke tumhe chodunga waise bhi raat ke 10 baj rahe the bahut sunsaan tha har. ”“Mine is real, I got it done a couple years back after my parents died in a plane crash. Why I do not know, just something I wanted to do and did. I have the brand registered with the State of South Dakota and want to try and get it registered here in Colorado. I got the brand registered when I was in high school and have it on all my horses. I use to have it on a few cows and some goats also. A brand is a way ranchers have of marking ownership of their animals. I own my horses, but I also own.