”I know I shouldn't be and that makes me more nervous that I will disappoint you. I am scared of what it will feel like and being 100% honest I am a... little scared I might like it. I see you smiling and I get excited seeing you happy and making you happy. I am determined to go through with this to prove myself worthy of having a Mistress like you.” Mistress looked at me thoughtfully.”You keep trying to compare what we are doing to 'normal' events and traditions and this is why you are feeling so. Jim I said stop asking and do what you want with me, and let me do with you what I want to do . Knowing that now there was no way back from here Jim said nothing now, just started to find my waistband and try to open it, I stopped his hand and whispered, Jim hold on, stop, let me see your cock first, I'm so horny and excited to see your cock now, without the peeing, and see if it really is and gets as big as you say. With those words I sat down on the chair, and pushed Jim up against the desk,. The name of the stores, or howmany we visited is not important, what's important is the fact that thesame thing happened in all of them.We would go into the men's store, a salesman would approach us, mom wouldtell him we were looking for a suit for me along with shirt, tie, beltand shoes. He would ask for my size, I would say I didn't know it and hewould say it was ok. Then he would ask us to wait a minute and come backwith a bunch of clothes in hangers. I would go into a dressing room, trythem. "So she has tried a dildo, if what father says is true. Somehow John couldn't picture her lying in bed working a length of plastic up her pussy. Just thinking of it made him rock-hard. Could he do the same with his ten inch cock, bury it all the way inside her. Have her squirm on the end and beg for more. The more he thought about it the more he was beginning to like the idea."Well John, what is your answer, will you do it." Let me think about it, you have asked me a serious thing Dad," John.