“I did read up on this place after Grandfather made his recommendation at school and it is an honor to be here and being accepted means a place in t...he Circle. Would that and our religion not guarantee this place?”“Eric, our religion was never as worshipful as some of the others. We do not have missionaries or set up churches and temples. We don’t have a dedicated priest class or caste. There are no monks, no Orders or cloisters, no seminary schools. All these are needed for a successful. Stop.”I knocked.“What am I doing?” I asked myself. I loved Sven. Even with his... deviant desires, I cared for him. But...He fucked his sister. I could fuck my father.My cheeks reddened as a voice barked, “What?”“Father,” I said, my voice trembling. “I... I need to...” A chair scraped on stone. Footsteps thudded. A lock clunked. The door creaked open. My father stood over me, color appearing in his normally bloodless face, his ivory skin usually melting into his pale-blond locks.“My sweetling,”. The head was aching and the veins were pumping harder than they had for a long time. But this boner wasn't for his partner, it was because of me .Josh held his hand up to his mouth and spat in it. Rubbing the full length of his 7 inch cock, breathing in sharply as he massaged the head - and slapping the excess between Ryan's smooth cheeks. He linged up his pumping hard dick with Ryan's tight hole and started to push. Slowly but forcefully."Hey stop. What the fuck!" Ryan exclaimed. Josh brought. Returned to my room and coming back to full awareness, feeling relieved. I get one more chance to be naked in the room as I prepare to dress. Being naked feels so good.Later that evening as I wind down for bed and settle my smooth naked body between the sheets I reflect on what took place that day. It's then I realize that the entire process had been completely sexualized in my mind. I realize I had shaved and prepped my body and spirit for some kind of unknown sexual experience about to.