Somehow Alvin did not believe him and always questioned Irvin, if he really refused the advances of the other gay men because Irvin continued to go to... these bars with Ores for many years plus Irvin got married almost a month or two earlier than Alvin but his marriage lasted for no more than a year or so. Although Alvin never told Irvin but most of his gay fantasies included Irvin. The thought of Irvin being at a gay bars turned Alvin on for some crazy or stupid reason. They had fallen into. But let me go back a little bit and offer something of the lead-up to my confusing situation.I have been married for over twenty-five years to my lovely wife Pam. When we married in our mid-twenties I, like a lot of men in my age group had 'played the field.' Not excessively, but still, with the current threat of aids, more than would now be considered either wise or safe. Pam had had lots of boyfriends but was a virgin who had 'saved' herself for her wedding night and me her husband. Well she. ”Suddenly, I blurted “Why don’t you just FUCK me in my pantyhose!” Nick’s face turned red as he tried not to laugh. I’d completely caught him off guard. “What the hell? What did you just say to me?” I didn’t answer but decided to play dumb for fear I had angered Nick. “Michael, what did you say? Did you just ask me to fuck you? You’re not ready yet. I ought to fuck you up is what I ought to do. Put you over my knee and tear your ass up with my hand.” “Why do you got to be so mean?” I shouted. Rub?n looked over at Mason with the guiltiest "I told you so" look beforegrinning ear to ear. "Well, I had to drive around town to pick up Mason,besides the other two aren't even here so chillax, Addy."Addison swept her shoulder-length blonde hair behind her left shoulder asshe responded with a "Hmph!" before asking her ex-boyfriend how he wasdoing since they last talked. Mason just shrugged his shoulders and triedto avoid the conversation. He and Addison had been talking about hisdepression.