Almost two years after being married I realized I’d made a big mistake. The fear of being disowned by my family and friends had suppressed any desir...es for men, but only temporarily. I found myself being attracted to many men – and often those I was attracted to would make passes at me. I began to explore the gay side of myself in bars, bookstores and bath houses. The experiences only made me feel worse about the double life into which I was falling, but I was becoming increasingly aware of the. " Why would I want green tea?" she asked, perplexed."Um, isn't that what they drink in Asia?" Chuck!" Katie exclaimed, smacking my arm and flushing with embarrassment."What?" Maybe in East Asia," Julie huffed. "But my parents emigrated from China more than thirty years ago and I was born in Columbia, South Carolina, just like you." Sorry, I just assumed..." I murmured as I grabbed my stuff and joined them at the table."It's okay. I'm just sick of people treating me differently just because I'm. Emmie leaned forward to give it a kiss and mom caressed her honey-colored tresses in return.The beautiful image of a girl holding her mother's birth-giving hips and kissing the dark bush between her legs was a good moment to end this segment. The image slowly faded away and a text appeared on the screen: "A girl never forgets her first kiss."After a short pause a new title came up on the screen saying "Feelings", and then the movie continued. Mom was now lying on the bed. Her head was resting. Bethany put her head down on the table and asked, ‘What day is it?’ ‘Damn, girl… what did he do to you?’ As if I don’t know, Eliza decided. That change in diet really worked wonders for them, she thought. John, himself, had been much more… Bethany hesitated before answering her sister, then whispered, ‘Everything… he did everything… oh, God, I’m so sore.’ Eliza stared at her sister. ‘Well, it seems whatever problem he had has gone away.’ She started laughing, sipping her own coffee. ‘Oh, my.