You were now on your own and flying solo, yet I was still very much attached. Maybe I should have spoken my feelings, maybe if you knew how I felt. Ma...ybe I should have told you how I truly felt deep in my soul before you had picked up and resettled in another city. Oh we still kept in touch, yet this grew more and more less frequent, until finally I heard nothing from you for some time. Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months, then quite suddenly, you appeared once again. No longer. Amanda noticed his hidden eagerness, but tried to think nothing of it, brushing off any sneaking suspicion. She took a deep breath. "I haven't been intimate with another man since the divorce. In fact, your father is the only man I've ever been with in my entire life." Really?" Yes, really. It might be difficult for you to understand, but I grew up in a very conservative household with strict rules on sex and morality. And with an upbringing like that, well, here I am having this conversation. That he would probably be begging me to help transform himfrom a studly guy to a prissy girly girl. He just laughed."This was getting more and more interesting. First Lucas and now Andy. Itreally was hard to picture Andy doing this. Lucas was not so surprisingbecause of his gentle nature but Andy was much more assertive andoutgoing. I think Amy just knew how to push his buttons and sure did itthis time. I was still uncomfortable with the conversation but knew I hadto just try to keep up. "Well. “Stefan, this is not about you!” I scolded my husband as I gasped for air. I was surprised he could understand me at all with my mouth held open obscenely wide.“This is absurd! This is my house! I’ll not have you treat your mother like this in front of me!” Stefan scoffed.Justin relaxed my gag slightly and asked me to tell him whether I wanted to continue or not.I was breathing heavy, and I looked up at Stefan. He looked back at me and smiled lovingly. At that moment, I did feel pity for.