He spent half the evening in his bathroom relieving one hard-on after another. His energy was quickly drained and he passed out on his bed. Unfortunat...ely he had a difficult time staying asleep, this was due to the many cuts on his back. He spent most of the night trying to fall back to sleep after being awoken by a sharp pain from rolling on to his back. After his long painful night he woke early enough to see the sun peaking over the horizon, it too seemed to have not had a great night, the. Alex and Jeff already frolicking in the water, “Come on, you slow pokes.”When they finally catch up, the kids just about tackle Sean. As the horseplay continues, all Sean can think about is his desire to be carousing with Rachel, the quiet observer. Yes, he appreciates how the kids have removed him from his misery, but he’s becoming overwhelmed with feelings for Rachel. “Come on and join the fray, Rachel.” He senses that she feels the same way about him, but she doesn’t join in. Sean finds an. Dammit. I don't usually get creepy paranoia but it's hitting me prettyhard and making my heart pound in my ears. I almost decide to go backhome after all. Almost. I feel weirdly self-conscious and that's neverhappened. But, no, I keep going.The store is slightly busy. As usual, the entrance dumps me into thewomen's section. I think it must be standard policy for departmentstores to have the men's section out of the way upstairs or in a smallcorner. And then they hide the escalators. It. .i simply knod my head..she asked me “why were u thinking about me like this,did i do anything bad with u..” I told everything that happened to me since i was 10 with her including that i watched her when she s bathing..After listening to the entire thing she said so it was my mistake to do everything beside ur bed and make ur mind corrupt…she asked so what u want me to do so that my mistake will b rectified…i just didnt say anything..she said i know what to do and went awayy…At bedtimee i.