I started to get worried but then told myself it was the drugs Id been on and I’d ask the Dr about it.“What happened?” I whispered to Mum.“Wai...t for your Dad and the Dr.” She replied and then carried on cuddling me.This really scared me, what had happened to me. I then started to notice my body really didn’t feel right. I could feel the sheet on my stomach and chest, but not on my arms and legs. I tried to move my feet but I couldn’t. Neither could I move my knees in fact I couldn’t feel or move. That couple from this morning.’ ‘The drop ins?’ Dr Henderson asked. Anna nodded. Julia sat and fidgeted uncomfortably. The wait was testing her patience. She got up, crossed over to the door and unlocked it with the keycard. Julia peered out into the corridor. It was empty. She sighed and returned to her seat. Five more minutes, she thought to herself. Five more minutes, and then I’m out of here. In a control room without windows, Anna sat at a bank of screens and controls, watching Julia from. The sub filled thwomp, thwomp, thwomp of the kick drum, the syncopated snares and the shuffling hats. I open my eyes. The sea of people writhing in time with the music is incredible. We're all in our own form of primal, almost feral, pleasure. They are lost in the trance of music; I am lost in the trance of raw sexual desire. I scan the immediate faces. At least one person has noticed Tyler and me, and is watching. I don't care. The fact we are being watched makes this unexpected turn all the. Usually they would get up and go to their bedroom, telling us kids they were going to "have a conference" and for us not to bother them. Especially later, but when I was seven or eight I remember several times when daddy would get momma all naked and then get on top of her on the couch. The only reason I paid any real attention was because of the sounds they made. I mean Bobby and I lay in bed naked together all the time, right? Lying around naked was no real surprise. But momma would start.