She gave it without any second thought. And we leftI thinking how to message her. How to start? Suddenly got a message from Asha hi. I was confident n...ow that even she is interested in me. I replied hi beautiful, she messaged me do u really like me? I said yes. And conversation went on we came to know each other very well in short time. One day she came up with a question what makes me beautiful? Wit out any second thought I said ur lips n your structure. She asked me so do you stare at these. You won't return my calls so that I can explain. Please call me.Honey, I forgive you, I love you, and I don't want to lose you. I pray you can forgive me! I have hidden my crossdressing from the world for so long, I don't give it a second thought. Until now, I haven't found the right words to tell you about my deepest secret.Let me clarify that I'm not a pervert, I'm not gay, and I'm not two timing you. I am a crossdresser, I'm heterosexual, and you're the only woman in my life. The. My 11th birthday rolled by (I had separate parties, one with the boys atmy house, and one on a girl night--only on girl night I was turning 12'cause Vicky said they'd like me better if I was older), and then schoolended.I told Vicky at the end of the school year, I was going to ask them totake me to a counselor. She was supportive. One night at dinner Itried to bring the subject up with my parents. "You know I had a fightat school this year, and some things aren't going smooth with. There is heaps to work out between us, but for the next couple of days lets just enjoy him and get to know him properly." Tess gave Dave a kiss on the lips and replied, "I love you Dave." The rest of the afternoon passed in a blur for Drew. They ate his picnic lunch, drank the wine and talked and talked. They talked about things and feelings, not as friends do, especially not with male friends, but as lovers. Drew was beginning to see Dave not as a man but as a lover, even though they had not.