Hey he never took the time to know me, so why would I do it for him? He would just sit there in HIS chair and smoke his cigarettes, eat his donuts and... watch television.He died a horrible slow death of kidney failure, and lung disease. Diet and smoking had caught up to him and I had cried outside his hospital room. I had refused to go in to see him. I don't think he missed me those last few moments."I'm sorry that upset you," He said. It was sometime later and I had refused to engage with him. If he did fall in love with Deborah what about Sharon? He could not just brush her aside. He could not repay her loyalty to Rachel and him like that. Nor could he rebuff her love without hurting her deeply and possibly wounding her forever. Neither had foreseen this eventuality when Sharon made her offer. Even when she had fallen for him she had promised never to stand in his way. Easier said than done. Perhaps both of them secretly believed that he never would fall in love again. And he hadn't. Jane had done her number on me one time too many. I was fucking finished with that girl now. It wasn't that she cheated on me so much as her attitude when I caught her. I told her that I was willing to forgive her and I admitted my own infidelity at that point, not feeling right about making her feel guilty when I had done the same. She flew into a rage at that and made it clear that she wouldn't forgive me for what I did, despite my having been so understanding of her. That did it. We had both. Vo sahm gayi mgr majbur thi is liye maan gayi.Ghabrate huye boli: ”kahan ?”. Maine bebaak ho kaha, ” meri kothi pr”. Kothi men jab main use le gaya pura sunsan tha.Fir bhi ek kamre me use dhakel darvaja band kiya, aur use samjhaya. . **** *** ****** ? ? ?Principal koi 34 varsh ki khoobsurt jawan patthi thi.Use samjhte der na lagi ki main bhalaa-maanush kya chahta hun ! Maine khulkr kaha ki mere ek arabpati dost hain, aur vo 30 kya 40 lakh bhi de denge . . . Maine baat bhi krlee, lekin unhen . ..