"Doug you are right, that lesson was an excuse. I am so sorry. You arealso right that I should not have acted like a slut. Also, you did nothurt me, I... did that myself while hurting you. I demanded you tell Johnabout not going to the wedding. Please quit doing this, not for me butfor you. I don't want you to become cynical toward others. I know youwill be towards me for a while, but don't take revenge on me, for thoseactions will have consequences on your soul. You will start to seeothers that. E.X. However, that ploy proved to be even more of a disaster than the truth, since it left me with no previous job experience to point to. And nobody's willing to hire some dumb housewife who doesn't know how to do anything.Then, one day when I was at the end of my rope, I saw something in the Help Wanted section that made me wonder if I was dreaming. Just as I'd originally seen the ad for S.E.X. in the newspaper, I now saw one that said, "Attractive women under 35 with professional background. He lowered himself to me & began kissing me. I then feel a surge build inside of me & without thinking push his face away & let out a primal scream. I felt my legs shake uncontrollably. My body kept trembling after wave after wave of this enormous orgasm enveloped me. He smiles & turns me on my side. He gets behind me & raises my leg. every time before he penetrates me he rubs that massive head on my clit. He then enters me while kissing my neck & massaging my leg. He then moves over & on his. I grab the stuff I need from my room and head back into the bathroom to apply makeup. Looking in the mirror I apply my face. I then look at my reflection in the full length mirror behind the door, I do a slow spin to ensure everything looks just right and what I saw made me smile. Grabbing my stuff I walk into kitchen collect my keys, drink and phone placing all but the keys in my bag. I quickly walk around the house ensuring everything is secure before walking out and pulling the door closed..