I took another drag of my cigarette when a tall man with a beard walked up to me. He was fair, bearded and had broad shoulders. Finally, some conversa...tion or change in the party. I smiled at him as he sat down next to me and put his hand on my thigh. He was fast I guess.“What’s your name?” “I’m Rahul.”“Do you want a beer?”“Sure.”He signalled someone to get a beer and another man came and sat on the other side, with two beers. The second guy was shorter, but taller than me and really muscular. Just please give me another chance.”I looked from Amanda to Mary, whose eyes were also streaming with tears.“Mary?” She closed her eyes, resting her forehead against her sister.“Please, Caleb,” Amanda repeated.I reached out and cupped her cheek. This time she didn’t draw back but pressed her face into my hand.“Amanda, my love,” I said, “you weren’t to blame. None of this is your fault, and I never ever stopped loving you, in here.” I tapped my temple. “I had to turn off my emotions for a little. His name was Gary. He didn't give his surname. He was thirty-four years old and had been involved in 'the lifestyle' for six years. Speaking honestly, he went on to mention how he had struggled with his role in Dominance and submission, and was seeking a sensual woman who was willing to learn how to please him. He said he was unmarried and currently single, 'but that might change'. He directed those who wished to contact him to use the email link provided.There was no way Elaine was going to. Over the years, Donna and I had experimented a little, nothing crazy, just a little adventurous. As we got older, we got boring like most couples but occasionally supplemented our sex life with fantasies and porn. My favorites were wife watching and while I never expected my conservative wife to let me watch her fuck another man, at the moment I had the opportunity to watch another man staring at my semi naked and very drunk wife.Well as I moved closer and got a better view of things -- I now.