I feel angry with myself. For what? I don’t know. I think I feel angry with Ethan, too, and with Nicole, all for different reasons. The solidity of ...my conclusion is weak though, and I realize I’m more confused now than I have ever been through this whole affair. Above all, I feel a longing I’ve become familiar with as Ethan stands shirtless in front of me. That makes me angrier than anything. Without thinking, I reach out and shove him on his chest with both hands, like I did with Nicole. He. That is truly how skinny she is.So I asked her what is her favorite position.She thought for a second saying" well I guess this would be my favorite if I have had to pick," as she stood up on the bed straddling me.She then put her right knee down on the bed and her left foot down on the other side.I could see her pussy wide open.She took my cock in her hand lowering her pussy on to the head of my cock rubbing it back and forth over her hole.Then pushed her pussy down the head of my cock. "Open your legs so I can see more of you.” This time she did not hesitate and spread her legs as wide as she could. “Very good, Kitten. You are learning. From now on when we are together you will wear a skirt and blouse or a dress. You will also wear thigh high stockings or a garter belt and stockings with a minimum of three-inch heels. Oh, and no bra or panties. Your pussy will always be freshly shaved, as I do like my pussy smooth.”“Sir, I can do that but I am not sure about the no panties.. Welcome to this vision quest. WhatI did, not quite like that guy in Vertigo,was advertise in the local weekly. They had opened a section for the moreunusual lifestyle personals. That seemed to be what I needed to have said. Here?sthe ad I ran: Daddyseeks 18+ little girl, thin, blonde, no tits at all for lifetime commitment inbdsm ageplay relationship. Submissive, but rebellious.Smart but into pain. Me? Pirate.Intelligent. Polite. My Cock? Cruel. Insatiable.A magic wand for the right darling.