I believed that he wished he could be in those photos, or have shared those memories with me.I thought the emotion displayed in his eyes were of regre...t.I was beginning to see that John was all about control. He needed to have the ultimate say in whatever went on around him. I noticed it first when my door was locked after he came to visit, and also when he took my body our first time. They were hot couplings, however his hearing seemed to disable itself at the most opportune times, blocking out. " Ok, I can see that, so we've established that the three of us are going to have a bit of fun over the weekend at least, so what are the other reasons for our little stroll Jill?"We'd reached the bank and I sat down, patting the grass beside me as I took out my little stash of pre-rolled joints."Did your mum tell you what I was inside for?" No." Weren't you curious?" No not really Jill, don't forget that she and I were both convicted of manslaughter, her for doing it and me for refusing to. . ?" Elizabeth asked, her eyes wide."Commando," Regan said in a whisper. "Top and bottom." Why?' Elizabeth asked, looking around to make sure no one else saw."My panties were too wet to wear," Regan admitted with a big grin."So you guys were... ?" Elizabeth asked."Just, you know, oral," Regan whispered. "My God! That was amazing."She practically sang the last word in the sentence.Elizabeth let out a frustrated sigh."Hey, the whole reason we decided to come tonight instead of staying in bed,". We were both baseball fans and I said we must go to see a game when my Yankees come to town. She was delighted and instantly asked her mom if she could go to a game with me. I told Yumi that I obviously meant the three of us. Yumi laughed and said she would pass but if I was serious that would be great. She needed a break from this high energy little girl. I had no idea why i was excited by the prospect of going out alone with Lilly but I said it is was a date and I would check the cal.