He'd lied when he said he wasn't scared. What if he hurt her? What if he came right away? He realized his nervousness. God, what if I can't get it up?... He moved one candle.Ryan looked up. She stood there in his dark doorway like an angel, he thought, in a white silk teddy. Her hair was loose, hanging down around her shoulders softly. She was so beautiful. Looking at her, dressed in white, he realized what a gift her love was. She was giving him her virginity. She'd never be able to give it to. I started the day by taking a shower and shaving top to bottom, I had never felt so naked, but yet so sexy and feminine. I smiled to myself in the mirror and then thought.. Im gonna do it. I gently started to apply my make up, black eyeliner formed as cateyes, my fake septum, concealer, and then shock red lipstick. I got a hardon just by watching myself, but I was not allowd to touch. A real girl cums when she is fucked I thought to myself. My next step was to find my clothes, tonight it was. I came to her home and make sure that she wont get up from the sleep. I have shouted her named I have moved her and even pour some water to her face but she is in deep sleep. To my luck she wore nightie if she would have wore saree I don’t know how to wear a saree to her.So I am in heaven my lovely beauty she is sleeping like a dead person in front of me. First I have closed her door and locked the door from outside and came from the back door to show off to neighbors that she is not in. Oh, it was heavenly."Oh, Hannah, I never dreamed we'd be doing this. It feels so good. Are you on the pill?"I knew to ask, I mean It had been drilled into us at school and I sure didn't want to get my own sister pregnant, oh, that would be the worst."No, not the pill. But, it's okay. It's a diaphragm, a thingy that fits up inside me that blocks any sperm from going too far. I've had it for a month or so now. Got it at a clinic a girlfriend told me about." So Mom doesn't know?" No, I keep it at.