Always so considerate.“Get a good view of Donna’s valleys?” I tease. His face turns bright red in embarrassment.I put my hand on his and give hi...m a warm smile. Making sure he understands that I’m not angry.“You’re allowed to look.” I assure him. Turning back to the game.Back to the girls.Everyone is out. Eddy took the kids to see a movie. I could use a couple hours alone, so it worked out.I stare at myself in the bathroom mirror. Just this side of forty, I still look good. I could stand to lose. .Slowly I increased my dose of romance in the questions she also never reciprocated..Our conversation chats slowly changed towards pure sex and romance like used to share each other’s fantasies .Mean time we had to go to bangalore for some office work as it was a unplanned trip we flew to bangalore without booking a room so after reaching bangalore directly went to some 3star hotel and I booked a double bed room without asker her.Though she is there with she didn’t tell anything then I came to. I waited as their plane took off. I waved, knowing that they couldn't see me. With sadness and a loss in my heart I drove back to the ranch. I was already lonely without them. I had grown accustomed to the female presence in the house that had been filled with sadness for 4 years.I decided to take a little trip on the ranch. So I called Billy to have him get things ready. I could trust Billy to see to details. You see, Billy Mitchell and I go way back. In Jr. High I was a shrimpy, pimply nerd. I did feel her disappointment and anger. But, what could I say other than I'm sorry? I managed to say that and asked her if there was any way I could make it up to her. "Lawre, I care about you and I don't want you to hate me."She softened slightly, "I don't know how you do it. I don't hate you. I probably should," she said. "But, no matter, what do you want? I know there is something, what is it?"Being quick on my feet, I replied, "Will you have dinner with me tonight? Nothing but dinner, no.