‘You’re going alone?’ Leo asks, horrified. ‘Yup. But I’ll be fine.’ A mash up of two of my favorite songs hits me, the base going straig...ht to my hips. Waving bye to Em, I tug Leo onto the dance floor and lose myself in the strumming beat. It’s pulsing electric, everything I need as I sway to the music. Leo wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me into him. I can feel his erection dig into the hollow of my lower back. The man’s insanely tall. I tilt my head and rest it against his chest,. But something wasn't just quite right. Here I am alone. In my apartment. Now's my chance. You see, I had been having no luck with girls my college career, so my only option was porn. And lots of it. I constantly masturbated to relieve that stress. The interesting thing was the fact that what really set me off was watching gay porn. There's just something about the intimate connection between two guys who actually look like they want each other, rather than some random chick who looks bored to. When she did her eyes got wide, and blinked rapidly. Then she said, "You don't mean... I guess you do mean... I mean..." She was at a total loss.It was Pete who spoke next. He also looked down as he talked. "Mary and I talked about it. Maybe, you know, maybe it would work... I mean, we would understand if you don't want to. Or if June would object," he added quickly. "Totally understandable. It's just that this is so important to us."It was so quiet in the room you could have heard a sperm. It's weak to blame him for it, as I had fucked that young girl willingly. I had to think that it was the way of the life here. We had two days for rest and it was well earned. I took a shower and put on clean clothes. I should wash clothes more often, as I had used almost everything already and only rarely washed them. I had growing hangover and I didn't know how many drinks I had taken last night. I guess plenty, as I was so out of control later on that night.As I walked outside, my headache.