"So tell my Royce, you gettin' any?" I asked it wanting to see his face. You have to remember my memory was gone, so I had no idea what the basic me w...as like. So if something entered my head I said it. I was still here just Lucy 2.0. I'm not sure how I was before, but I had absolutely no inhibitions. At least none imposed on me by others my morals were strictly my own. So I made them up as I went along. I had no taboos from my past, since I couldn't even remember my past.I also admit that I had. "I do, Doc. Look at the bright side. If I'm still alive a month from now, maybe we'll take another look and run a biopsy," I tried to smile.I signed the form releasing the doctor of any wrongdoing. He gave me a prescription for pain and even for antacids. I left his office trying to figure out what to tell Glenna and what to do with the remainder of my life.Glenna and I have always had a good relationship. I didn't want to lie to her but I didn't want to put her through any unnecessary pain.. I felt the envy consume me. How I wish I could be thepretty girl that steals his attention. The butterflies I get when heglances my direction can get me higher than any drug." Fuck.. Fuckity Fucking. Fuck. My parents think I'm into guys too!" Ionly whispered, but the words screamed inside my head. I could hear my mother on her way back so I quickly put the diary backon the desk and started logging into my PC. She entered carrying a smalltub and a bag filled with what I assumed was pedicure. I know if I grabbed her she wouldn't stop me fucking her, but she would get angry with me afterwards, for disturbing her organised morning ritual.After looking at several different skirts and blouses, she nods satisfactorily at her choice and hangs them on the door. She then selects her shoes and walks back to the bed smiling at me.I'm still slowly moving my hand up and down my precum oozing cock.Looking at her underwear, she touches the blue and asks my approval. I shake my head. Her hand.