Mark came in with answers to the dry ice; if we were willing to pay extra we could get the delivery anytime.I had him and all my administrators come i...n and sit down and wrote a list and a time line that it needed to be done in so everything would be ready to load on the C17 Monday morning.The girls were waiting at my door when I finished with Mark. It was time to go to Annapolis, to buy clothes that I never dreamed of needing.Evening dresses, cocktail dresses, party dresses. I tried on one. Asking me to do something about the feelings I have for Ma?I have touched her before, but today was different for me. Today it was lust for her, lust and love. I was scared. What if Ma notices my touch? I have heard women can sense the intentions of a man by their touch. Does she know my intention? What will she do if she does?There were questions in my head with no answer. I thought it would be safer to tread more carefully. “Sonu, press here,” she pointed at her calf. She pulled up her maxi. That was it, the whole dream.She had slept through the night remembering the dream when she woke up the next morning. Sabrina had slept a bit later than usual and she saw the sun was already climbing high outside her window. She stretched, feeling rested and good before the dream was remembered. And when it came to her, she was flushed with shame.Always with Brian, she thought. It's always about my son, even from the first dream.Sabrina showered quickly and dressed. She had seldom slept this. Having a bit of a buzz and not really wanting to stop right then to shower I decided to grab another beer and head to the office and kill a little time on the computer. I got to the office and noticed a small reading lamp was on, but that still seemed to be the only light on in the house and I concluded that I probably left that on the night before while I was on the computer and forgot to shut it off before going to bed. I sat down at my desk and started logging into the computer and had a few.